Monday, May 14, 2007

L.........i.........f..........e.....................................................

I have been so tired lately. It feels dark where I am. I feel stuck. I cannot get out of this hole. This last year has been rough with all of its change. From what I have read large changes in your life, especially leaving your family can feel like a death has occured. I think I have been mourning the loss of the life I had for 18 months now. I should be happy. I have a great family, awesome kids, I should be happy. Something feels like it is missing in my life...there is a void. I am not sure how to fill it. I am thinking I need to strengthen my relationship with my Lord. God is the key to the peace I so need. I need to go looking for him.

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